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Saturday, 23 August 2008

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    Reason to Believe
    By Aled Jones
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    BUSY BUSY BUSY

    Can't believe it's been six months since I last wrote my blog!!  Well, life is moving faster than before, but praise God, I got a little break now in my duty office on a Saturday afternoon.  

    Moses' Dad had a stroke in late June, and his situation has been bumpy all this time.  But thank God I had a good hour to stay with him last night, felt very close to him, like he's really my Dad.   He's so cute, and polite, kept nodding his head and said "thank you" to me.  His liver function suddenly deteriorated, nobody has a clue of what is going on.  We pray that it is a drug-induced phenomenon, and by stopping the suspected drugs, he can recover.  Getting old is not easy, for him, an otherwise healthy 82-year-old man, he's been doing great!  But once his health situation comes down, he suffered along with us.  He's never said this before, but he told us living up to 82 is nothing desirable.  But sitting near him and holding his hand was a cozy experience.  Lord, I pray for him, so you will strengthen his faith inside, and trust that you will go on healing him.

    From today on, I have to work three consecutive Saturdays.   Handling crises in the hospital today as I was on duty.  Patients swarming into the hospital for a free blood test, some got into some big fights.  People phoned in to curse us for taking sides with A-bian (wonder where he got the idea!). Police station told us one of the university lot was broken in and one internist wants to take the hospital wheelchair out.....  I suddenly feel like a mum with 20 kids... not knowing exactly what I should do.   But thank God, He is able.  By 1:30pm, I'm alright!

    Oncology accreditation is coming up on Tuesday, I've tried my best to prepare, but, trying hard as I have, so many problems are still around.   This is too big a hospital.....

    It's really ok, for I am not a slave of this hospital, I am me, Daddy God's daughter.   I do what I can to fulfill my responsibility.  But I will also take time to pray and praise, and worship.   All these chaos did not rob me of my peace inside.  I thank you for this, Lord. You are the best! May your love and peace fill me so I won't be bound by this busyness!

     

     

     

Wednesday, 13 February 2008

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    Thus Saith the Lord? (Inner Strength Series)
    By John Bevere
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    Taiwan will be a Christian Country.....

    The year 2008 is something.  January, I took a few days off for our conference on the book of Numbers. I don't think too many churches will choose to have a conference to encourage people simply to read the Old Testament!  But Pastor Ariel Berkowitz was amazing in explaining the OT scripture with new light from the New Testament as well as the Hebraic root of our faith.  Being again a translator, I thoroughly enjoyed the experience.  The conference inspired so many people including pastors.   During the Chinese New Year break, I chose to recap on last year's conference on the book of Leviticus and Exodus.  God is so good, he chose to create a garden before he created men, he reflected in this garden his throne and his own nature above.  We are all reflections of our Savior and Redeemer Yeshua.  The Israelites wondering in the wilderness, was not a punishment, but a training process.  The remnant are the chosen one.  The wilderness, Midbar, is a place to listen to the Lord.  All of us need to realize despite exodus, Egypt can still filter into our mind and thoughts.  We need to truly leave Egypt, the world, before we can hear the Lord's voice clearly.  I realized in that week, my job had been my Egypt in life.  But thank God, after the new year's break, I feel more up to the whole situation, and God has helped me to adjust my time management. 

    Then last night, I was invited to go to an evening conference in the NTU auditorium, a place where at least 3000 people were meeting. Cindy Jacob, the famous prophetess came to preach.   It was an exciting night.  Cindy has prayed and prophesied in many places and the prophecies all came to pass.  She prayed for many pastors yesterday, all pointed to mission work from Taiwan to other nations.  Many young people were called to become missionaries to Middle Asia, the Muslim world.  We all know we are the chosen people to bring the gospel back to Jerusalem.  Cindy also told us through our prayers, revival will come. After praying for so many years, revival will finally come.   She said that the 3% Christian population will grow to be 10%, then 25%, the over 50%, and one day the president of this country will claim that Taiwan is a Christian country!!  How exciting!

    I know I can have two kinds of responses, one to ignore about it, and the other to pray more for this prophecy to come to fruition.  God has shown me that 90% of the non Christians in Taiwan are working class people.  I've been asking the Lord, how can I get in touch with them effectively. They are all around us, yet Christians seem to be blind to them.  How can we make our church more sensitive and accepting to these people mostly feeling inferior to us? How can I pray more without being distracted? How can I teach more effectively my girls to follow God's will in their lives? This is a year God is going to do new things.  I firmly believe so.  Father, I pray for all the crusades and special conferences that are coming this year, Benny Hinn, Rheihart Bonnke, David Cho,  Franklin Graham and all.  Lord, I know this is the key year that you are about to do great things through us.  We pray that your will be done, and your kingdom come! Pray that you'll also open our eyes to see more of your heart and plans in the world, so our heart can be motivated and not lose light. Thank you Lord, in Yeshua's name I pray. Amen!

Friday, 21 December 2007

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    In Pursuit of His Glory: My 25 Years at Westminster Chapel
    By R.T. Kendall
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    Jesus is alive, Jesus is real

    Rev. Mathew Kuruvilla, a pastor from India, whom I never heard of, came to our church for the weekend.  I was asked to be his interpreter for the evening gatherings.   After three nights, I can only say, I thank God for this chance to serve Him.  From these three gatherings, I saw God's presence and his love for all of his children.

    Here is a man with a very pure faith in Jesus.  I guess you can see he lives only for Jesus.  He grew up in a traditional Christian family, a descedant from one of the 7 family lead to Christ by Thomas, the disciple.  But the church has fallen short of its original vitality and became a dead religion.  He later became a very successful businessman.  All he cared about was building his kingdom and earn money.  He had a drug allergy problem that could be deadly called Steven Johnson syndrome, but somehow he was miraculously healed. He still didn't know Jesus.  He went through all kinds of religions, but realized all religions gonly want to get money from people by intimidation. He then became an atheist.  Then one day, out of the blue, he was hit head on by a truck which left him completely paralyzed from neck down.  He wanted badly to recover but to no avail.   Until one day, his staff told him a man in town was preaching about a man named Jesus.  When he heard the man preaching about a man instead of a religion, he got interested, and his wife as well as staff brought him to the conference.  He accepted the altar call, and there the man of God asked his wife and staff to let go of him.  Mathew stood there without falling, it was a miracle then.   He began to experience great joy inside, and he had the firm faith that Jesus had healed him.   He tried to get up every morning but fell on the floor every single day.  His family were devastated, but his wife stood by him.   His friend mostly left him after the accident, and others laugh at his trials.  He said he could see with his eyes that he was running, and this sustained his faith in Jesus' healing.  One year and a half, he stood up, and he could walk, although limping.  This special day, while he told a friend catching a train that he's going to buy the ticket for him, the friend hesitated for he thought Mathew would be too slow to get the ticket back in time.  But he insisted.   Right when he visualized himself running again, his left knee clicked, and he really started running.  When he shared his testimony, I could feel the excitement in my blood. Jesus is REAL! Many were encouraged and confirmed.  He said nevet to give up, for He is real. 

    In the three-day crusade, my mom was healed, my niece was saved.  Many came to the Lord for the first time.  Many were healed of long term diseases.  The whole room was filled with joy.  Yet this man was so humble, he hardly laid hands on people for he wanted people to know that it is Jesus who healed.  When he is building his own house, he realized some of his coworkers live in shacks, he couldn't stand living in a good house while his brothers and sisters live in junk houses.  So he is praying and collecting offerings to build houses for his brothers in Christ.  He said their Sunday services can last for five hours, everyone just enjoy Jesus.  Miracles happen among them.  They had so many testimonies of cancers being healed, deaf people hear, blind people see, people gaining new kidneys after worshipping the Lord.  It's the book of Acts alive.  We Christians here are so complicated and sophisticated.  We never really trusted Jesus fully! This man and his church are so close to Jesus, that encouraged me a great deal.   My life is simply too busy with too many roles. I long to have a day  truly worshipping and speaking to the Lord and hear from Him. 

    Abba, I pray that you will give me a spirit like Mary, so I can sit before your throne quietly.  Tomorrow will again be Saturday, please grant me time to spend with you.  Thank you Father.

     

Friday, 09 November 2007

  • Complicated Vacation

    20071102 SG city tour (7).jpg 20071101 Singapore City tour.jpg Trip to Singapore and Malaysia 20071105 On the way to our seafood lunch, Port Dickson (2).jpg Just flew back from Singapore and Malaysia.  A packed trip, with tour guides and a team of 35 people touring all together!!  We haven't done this for a long time.   South East Asia was never my dream paradise.

    Singapore was ok, it's a clean city.  Sentosa resort area was gorgeous, too.  The special beach laser show was also extravagant and flashing with fire and mist in the sky at night.  Malaysia, I guess the whole trip was limited by the view and the plan of the tour guide who is a devout Buddhist, and all the trip was surrounding the Chinese population in Malaysia, dispersed with Indian culture.  I'm sure Malaysia is more than this.  I hope if I ever get there another time, I'd love to visit more of the natural wonders of Malaysia.  Shopping experience there was a big disaster, for all the business people try so hard to persuade you to buy from them.  Most of them worship god of the earth, with incense still burning in their shops. It makes you feel like you are traveling back in time, like 30 years ago how people try the most primitive way to talk you into buying things that are not special at all.

    The spiritual side of the whole trip is on the other hand, thought provoking.  I fell in love with the Indian people I see in Singapore and Malaysia.  This is a beautiful people, all very friendly and gentle and beautiful.  But their culture as well as their traditional faith in all these different strange gods of elephant, Kali, etc make you feel suffocated.  A trip to this Indian temple, you see a 2000 ft tall golden statue of their goddess by the huge mountain, you actually felt the wrath and pain in the Lord's heart.  No wonder the Bible describes the Lord being jealous.  How evil is the enemy in blinding people's senses.  The Chinese there are also more supertitious than any Taiwanese I meet in Taipei.  They worship any god they know, they believe in Feng-Shui and other stuff.  It is simply very sad to be among them.  And I feel called to pray more for them.

    The relentless pagan atmosphere actually has some significant influence on us Christians.  There were five of us on the trip together as Christians.  But besides Moses and me, the three girls all had some deep issues in life surfaced and had some arguments and we had to hold a prayer meeting to pray for each other.  Moses, on the other hand, accidentally fell from a bench and hit his buttocks and head.  He lost his memory for about an hour before he could remember where he was and what happened.  A 2-inch fractureline showed up on his right temporal bone in the head.  We thank God that the damage isn't really serious, but he still needs to have a further check up next week to rule out any bleeding in the head. 

    So, I guess I still need to say I thank the Lord for giving me a 7-day vacation, with some rest and good food, some good days by the beach and some deep culture realization and deep spiritual experiences. 

    Now, back to the mundane but busy working environment, they said I looked refreshed.  Well, I certainly hope so! Thank you Daddy for teaching me something new every day!

     

     

     

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